Every 20lbs of so I have a crisis of self. That's about how much it takes before I notice or see a change in my body and face. It's almost a full blown identity crisis. I feel like I don't even look like myself anymore.
20lbs isn't a dramatic difference on my body, but I definitely think it *is* a difference. The middle picture was May of this year, and the one on the left is today. The v-neck on my dress is definitely lower, and holy crap I have collar bones! I'm kinda in love with that really.
Yeah, I'm really bad at this, just pretend 1/2 of the first pic isn't chopped off. I'm picasa stupid. That was 2009 I'm thinking I was around 300 there. The middle pic was 2/1/12 (258lbs) and lastly today (211.8) My face is different. I don't know that it's in a good way.
This dress just keeps getting longer and longer. I tried to tell myself 20lbs ago that it was just a little roomy and I could still wear it. At least I had the good sense not to do that. I was swimming in it then, and it's extra bad now!
It was knee length at one point!
I spent a long time trying to decide if I was ever going to post a pic like this.. and I resisted. I don't know what gave me the balls to finally do it. After the break, there's a picture of my wrinkly saggy "OMG how am I ever going to have sex again?" belly.