I'm still making progress.. slowly.

Every 20lbs of so I have a crisis of self.  That's about how much it takes before I notice or see a change in my body and face.  It's almost a full blown identity crisis.  I feel like I don't even look like myself anymore.  

20lbs isn't a dramatic difference on my body, but I definitely think it *is* a difference.  The middle picture was May of this year, and the one on the left is today.  The v-neck on my dress is definitely lower, and holy crap I have collar bones! I'm kinda in love with that really.  

Yeah, I'm really bad at this, just pretend 1/2 of the first pic isn't chopped off.  I'm picasa stupid.  That was 2009 I'm thinking I was around 300 there.  The middle pic was 2/1/12 (258lbs) and lastly today (211.8)  My face is different.  I don't know that it's in a good way.  

 This dress just keeps getting longer and longer. I tried to tell myself 20lbs ago that it was just a little roomy and I could still wear it.  At least I had the good sense not to do that.  I was swimming in it then, and it's extra bad now!

It was knee length at one point! 

I spent a long time trying to decide if I was ever going to post a pic like this.. and I resisted.  I don't know what gave me the balls to finally do it.  After the break, there's a picture of my wrinkly saggy "OMG how am I ever going to have sex again?" belly.  

I do think somewhere under there I've got a nice shape, but will I ever really see it!?  Can that belly really "bounce back"?  Umm.. yeah, I don't really have anything else to say now.  There it is.